The New Beginning

Here I am. All things have ended and it begins anew. There are so many things different, yet I feel like I have come full circle. I'm a new person but all roads have ended. I don't know where to go from here. Chains keep me from flying away. I'm bound to this place of ending and unable to go forward. I watch as those I know and love continue on without me. I call out in my place for help. For some kind of understanding. No looks are given my way. All continue on with a steady pace. Dark, alone, I stand in my place. Never going forward. Refusing to look back.

Flying over Orem, Utah. All is quite in air. Out of the darkness below there is a sharp crack. Hit in my side. I expect a glancing blow but suddenly I'm falling. Weakness... Darkness... I look down as my whole body tenses up. My side glows green as blood flows from my side. I have one last look at the Earth before I'm engulfed in a blissful pitch black numbness.

Kryptonite

It seems that no matter what I do, there is always something that opposes me. I finally got something that I want at an impossible cost. This is hard. Even a man like me is not knowing what to do to solve this solution. The work at the office has become monotonous and seems only to lead to dead ends. Why is it that the one thing that shows promise in my life can't be mine? Anyway, Goodnight Earthlings. Sleep well for I patrol the skies.

From where I once came

Lately I've thrown myself headfirst into saving everyone I can. Protecting the weak. Saving the troubled. Helping the afflicted. Yet it does not help my mind at rest at all. Everyone I help is just replaced with another. WONDER DOG RULEZ! *Insert dog paw print here* I look around and see mixed emotions. Joy, pain, anger, hatred, love, and many more. I wonder about the lives of each of those people. Why are they that emotion? Is it justified? Was there a misunderstanding or a simple truth? It puzzles me yet I know that I need to work out how to better understand them myself.

The Depths of the Night

Here I lie awake. Listening to the sirens and gun shots miles away. I could be there helping but instead I sit here, weak from Kryptonite with my last brush with Lex. I wonder if I'll be able to again compose myself. I work tirelessly at the office with little credit for the work I do. Lois has gone missing and is nowhere to be found. I wonder what form shall she take when she next emerges? Blonde? Brunette? Who knows? At last sleep starts to come to me. Goodnight Earthlings. Soon you shall sleep soundly knowing I will be able to watch you all from above again.

Decisions decisions...

It seems that life on Earths has never brought me anything but decisions to be made. The latest was made just recently. I have been writing for a new office in Snow College but I was offered my old job back in Orem. I'm going to be taking up this offer and moving back to Orem after I gather all my things in Ephraim. Once again will i fly the night skies of Orem. Another decision I have made lately is one that pertains to Lois. I have been wondering about her true feelings for me for some time. I always knew she was worth the wait but it was time to make another decision. Do I wait for her to make up her un-make-up-able mind? Or do I try to move on while I'm still here. I plan on taking another search for Krypton soon. It should take about 2 Earth years. Anyway, back to Lois. I pondered upon the situation and talked to her about my thoughts as well. She told me that last week I would of stood no chance but now I seem to have been able to squeeze back into her heart in these last few weeks. I can only hope that things continue to go as greatly as they have so far and that we can be working back in the office like old times.

Kryptonite

Love is the kyrptonite of the heart. It will make you weak. The only way it can strengthen you is if you endure the weakness long enough that it in turn makes you stronger for being so weak. I took this chance yet only came out with a weak heart. No stronger for it. I know now... I need no Lois. She still may be there but all she did was give me a good dose of Kryptonite then broke it by going off with Lex Luthor. This hurts much more than it should. I now know what you mortals experience. Heartache... I have yet for the physical demands of life but I have a feeling that the weakness will spread from my heart. Good bye for now...